nothing wrong with good deeds and sincerity.

Assalamualaikum..

hye people. Its raining and im so lazy to go to class. well, it just another moment that im so not in the mood, unsatisfied with what I feel and just another moment that I need to express it.

They said im too overly think about other people. Sometimes when I help, I will help them to do something until it will finally troubled me back. That's what they said. They think they know the real me. But now, it think they just don't.

I am that kind of person. I will always think about others before me. Cause of what.? Cause I have that kind of heart. The heart where will always  simpathy for others. Help people where they needed help. Even though sometimes it made me postponed my activities. But I dont really care for that because my heart feel happy and relieved just to see they happy. Im sincere with all the people I help. I never ask for a repay. It made me happy to help people.

But what actually made me sad when some of them judging me and critics me for that. and of course some of the plan didn't really turns out perfectly. Im sorry to the people that I've troubled without any intention to do so. So I guess right should depends more on myself. Do good deeds but always depends on yourself. Well, just to be clear. I never regret for all the things I do for people, but I feel sad for the comments that I received from others. Just remember, every things I did, were all the same. No more or less. Didn't they feel the same way too and how I treated them when they come to me and explain their problems.? How could they simply said words that hurt me just because this time I help other people.?

Well, don't forget that I also have done the same things for you too. Not just once, but everytime when you needed me. So dont think that you have every right to
critic me just because this time it wasn't you that needed help.