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Assalamualaikum..

hey guys, finally. It's been 5th Syawal, and I still having a little holiday at home which I'm gonna cherish this moment before I'm going back to Shah Alam next Tuesday. I wish you all Happy Eid Mubarak. Spend your time with your family and friends.

I don't really have a topic or story to share. This is just a random talk which I decided to write and dedicate to someone who is listed as one of the important person in my life. She's new in my life. Quite wild, quite weird like me. Happy go lucky person, do funny things, talk insane things, teach me to think positive. Every time I think about her, made me laugh. hehehehehe :D

didn't know when, but I remembered what she asked me to do is, make her as a main entry on my blog. So here, I grant your wish. :) Well, not just because she wanted to, but I'm willing to do this because, I thought maybe this is the way to tell her how much I care about her, how much she affect me in my life. Ouh yes.! she has a nickname too. Duck. Cause she likes to change her pretty white face into duck face. hahahhaha. Well, not just because of that reason. Another reason, I called her duckface is because, the first time she made me laugh is when she post her pic twitter of her duck face with red lips. BAHAHAHA.! made me laugh all day. :D

Still remember our first conversation is about pizza hut. she made me drooling much about pizza all night long. Also, dreamt about it.! -__-" hahahhaa. Funny. Then, about funny jokes of scuba diving and the conversations continued. And yes, the lone ranger movie.! still kept those first ticket we watched together. hehehe :D Well, never imagined bout having her as whom I'm gladly called best friend, but something in her made me feel comfortable to share anything. I don't know whether she felt the same way too but I can't sincerely tell that I'm happy to be friend with her. Even though I know, I will never be as good as her best friend. ;) Yes, I'm quite a shy person and I'm little odd compared to the order. I have a different way of expressing my love to people, but I hope she understand me. I sincerely hope she never go astray from me.

Well, maybe after she read this, she will feel like I'm pushing her too much. No, that's not my intention. What I wanna tell is, I like being friend with you. I'm sorry if I made any mistakes or annoyed you with anything. I'm sorry if I'm not like what you thought about me. Even if you feels like wanna create a distance between us. It's fine. I'm fine. Well, hell yes I'm sad but I also understand that we live to please ourselves. Not the others. Btw, I've starting to like 'kek batik' and learn how to do it. hahaha funny how you affect me with all those things. Even when, she always like, making me annoyed with her actually made me happy about that. hahahah. what the hell happened to me. She's a virus. Yes she is. Hahahahaha -_-"

Dunno what happen next, maybe not the same as before, maybe we're not gonna talk much. Or maybe she will ignore me after this. Or will be lot happier than this. Hell, I'm being paranoid. -_-" But, whatever happen, all i wanna say. Thank you for all the things you have done. Thank you for exist in my life. Thank you for being my friend. I heart you. Itik a.k.a duckface. Well, maybe you will say I'm a fake. Made up story just to make you happy. Better think twice baby. :)

Till then, goodnight and take care peeps. :)

the expression whenever she replied my tweet. haha
Salam Syawal peeps. :)

Definisi Sayang.

Assalamualaikum..

Sayang. Apa yang ada pada sayang. Apa yang kau faham pada sayang.? Apa yang kau harapkan pada sayang.? Apa yang kau tahu tentang sayang.? Jangan ucapkan 'aku sayang kau' jika kau tidak mampu memahami perkataan sayang. 'I sayang you, I sanggup redah lautan api.' Terjun dalam loji kumbahan dahulu, baru aku terima dan percaya sayang kau.

Sayang aku, tidak bertulis. Tidak seperti 'William Shakespeare' yang menulis puisi 'Sonnet 18'  untuk mengabadikan sayangnya kepada si buah hati. Sayang aku, tidak bersuara. Tidak seperti 'Dato' Siti Nurhaliza' yang menzahirkan perasaan sayang melalui lagu kepada si arjuna hati. Sayang aku pada perbuatan. Sayang aku pada cara. Sayang aku, berleter bila aku marah pada kau. Sayang aku, membisu bila aku terasa hati dengan kau. Sayang aku, tegur bila kau salah. Sayang aku, ketawa dan tersenyum bila aku bahagia. Sayang aku, simpan dalam hati.

Definisi sayang aku adalah kasar. Ibarat ibu kucing yang sentiasa mengigit anaknya di leher untuk di bawa ke hulur ke hilir. Begitulah aku. Mungkin nampak janggal. Mungkin agak pelik. Namun itu adalah aku. Sukar untuk mendengar perkataan sayang dari mulut aku, tetapi dari caraku kau akan nampak semuanya.

Pada zahirnya mungkin kau lihat aku seperti belasan tahun yang sentiasa bergelak ketawa, merajuk, manja, cengeng selalu menangis dan kau lah si bahu, kau lah si telinga. Langsung tiada sifat matang. Bukan senang untuk melihat sifatku yang sebegini. Bila kau menjadi kesayangan aku baru kau akan mengerti. Sukar untuk aku percayakan sesiapa tetapi bila aku mula percayakan kau, fahamilah kau akan sentiasa menjadi keutamaanku. Hidup aku tak sentiasa senang. Banyak gunung dan bukit untuk di daki, namun jika kau turut serta, aku akan sentiasa bersama kau.

Jangan mudah ucapkan sayang jika kau tidak pasti. Jangan suka patrikan janji bila kau tidak yakin. Aku tidak percaya pada sayang yang dilahirkan oleh si mulut manis, kerana bagiku, perkataan tanpa perbuatan adalah sia-sia. Hidup aku sentiasa sibuk, tetapi fahamilah, sesibuk mana pun aku. Kau tetap di hati. Ini adalah definisi sayang aku. Mungkin agak kolot, mungkin agak baku. Namun, bila berbicara tentang sayang. Aku hanya berusaha memberi yang terbaik mengeksperikan diriku untuk kesayangan aku.Harap kau faham harap kau mengerti. :)

P/s : khas buat sahabat-sahabat dan yang tersayang. :)

Jaga diri dan selamat malam.

Senyum bahagia. :)